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Amber has chosen to share her powerful story with us in hopes to inform and inspire current foster youth to see possibilities for their future, and know they are deserving of love. She is inspiring, resilient, and sheds light on what some youth experience in, and leading up to, foster care.  
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​Amber's Story, part I: A pretty face can get you anything.

“Your sister might die,” Amber overheard her Mother, Mary, tell her little sister, Ann. Amber was 7 years old lying in a bed at Loyola Children’s hospital in Chicago. She needed emergency surgery to correct Chiari malformation.

“Sir! you need to leave, sir…,” Amber heard through a cloud of anesthesia wearing off. She awoke from her surgery to her mother and father arguing, resulting in security escorting her father, Michael, out of the hospital. She won’t see him again until she is 14 years old. She was scared, confused and in so much pain, but being at the hospital provided a sense of safety that she didn’t get at home.

Since she was 2 years old, Amber lived with her mother, her sister, and her sister’s dad, Bill. Although neither Bill nor Mary offered Amber much comfort at home, Amber remembers Bill being very involved and taking videos at the hospital. “The hospital staff were all so loving. I remember the nurses telling me to slow down, but all I wanted to do is move; I was walking and talking the first day!” Amber vividly remembers the magic toilet paper in the hospital magic show, and being discharged on Valentine’s Day of 1999.
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A few months later, her mother suddenly announced she was leaving Bill and taking the girls to Tennessee where Grandma C and Grandpa B lived. Soon after, Mary met a man named Derek at a bar and they got married the very next day.  Amber, her sister, and mother moved into Derek’s trailer about twenty minutes from Grandma C and Grandpa B. This would be the start of two horrifying years of fear, abuse, and becoming the main caretaker of her 6-year-old sister. “There was no one else to make sure Ann was safe, no one to feed her or get her to school… there was no one.” Amber was only 8 years old at the time, an age marked and remembered by the first time she watched her Mother use cocaine. 

“My dad is hurting my mom, my dad is throwing things at my mom, and I want my dad out of the house,” Mary coached. This was the only allowable, rehearsed response Amber was to give the police when they were called by neighbors. This happened often, resulting in Amber and her sister identifying their Secret Place. While their mother and Derek got high and drunk, the night would escalate from dancing and laughter, to danger. Amber stacked boxes outside of a window at the back of the trailer. When things started to escalate, Amber would sneak her sister out of the window to go into the woods to their Secret Place, where their Grandma C would pick up Ann. Although Amber’s mom never offered her protection, she refused to go with Grandma C, feeling like she needed to go back to protect her mother and distract from the fact that Ann was gone. There was always a beating if they noticed. Sometimes the police would take Derek or just tell them to separate for the night. If they took him, Amber would get a beating for that too. Afterward, Amber would curl up in her closet and cry herself to sleep. “There was something about the closet that felt comfortable and safe.” This night seemed to play on repeat for two years.
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Amber was amazed at the way her mother could manipulate a situation and how people, especially men, always believed her. “A pretty face can get you anything,” is what Amber learned from Mary. Mary was beautiful; her make-up and outfits were always immaculate. Despite her struggles with addiction, Mary didn’t leave the house without perfectly lined red lips, big hair, and a groomed appearance that was sure to garnish attention. She dressed Amber and her sister up, highlighting their blonde hair and blue eyes, and reminding them, “if you eat you get fat, if you get fat no one loves you, when no one loves you, you die alone and miserable.” Mary’s mantra caused Amber to develop an eating disorder.  Eventually, Mary had Derek arrested, but told the girls not to worry because she met another man, Peter, and they were going to move in with him.

“Peter was kind; his biggest downfall was my Mom.” While living with Peter, life seemed more stable. During this time, Grandma C and Grandpa B moved to Maryland and told the girls they could visit them in the summers. A year later, Grandpa B died. After his death, Ann told Amber that Grandpa B had been molesting her. Amber felt undeserved, immense guilt over this. As she tried to save her sister from the abuse at home, she struggled with the thought that their Secret Place was a transition to another type of abuse. Amber brought this information to her Mother, asking for her to help her little sister who was struggling with the abuse she had endured that was exacerbated by her grandfather’s death.  Her mom responded by “throwing blows” to every part of Amber’s body. While Amber lie in pain after the beating, Mary took Ann to get ice cream. 
Mary began an affair with Peter’s best friend. When Peter found out and threatened to leave her, Mary lied to the police accusing Peter of domestic violence for self-inflicted injuries. Amber watched her Mother bruise herself before calling the police. They believed her, and Peter was arrested for domestic battery.  Soon after, they moved in with Ryan, a Jehovah’s witness who had three boys of his own.  

Ryan’s sons were bullies, at one point cornering Amber and her sister with a knife. Ryan took away all holidays including the kids’ birthdays. He forced the girls to wear dresses and adhere to his version of the law of Jehovah. They were often beaten with a switch from a tree, locked outside on the porch, or inside in a closet.  Ryan’s friend, Sam, also lived with them.  He acted as a babysitter because Ryan and Mary were rarely home. Amber remembers more of Sam than her mom or Ryan during this time.  “Sam was creepy; he made me uneasy.” The time at Ryan’s ended when he wanted to invite in a second wife, which Mary would not agree to. She attempted to return to Peter who was in another relationship by this time, and didn’t allow the girls to stay with him.

For the first time, Mary didn’t have a man to take them in. They moved in with Mary’s mom, Grandma Gould, who also struggled with addiction to alcohol and pills. Mary blamed Amber for everything, including blaming her for Peter not accepting them back. “Who is supposed to pay the bills now? Where are we going to live? You are too much, always causing problems! I don’t want you anymore! I’m keeping your sister, but you need to go,” Mary screamed. The cold rejection and blame from her mother wasn’t a new feeling, but Amber was only 12 years old, where was she supposed to go? Amber waited for her mom and grandmother to drift into their usual substance-induced state before sneaking grandma Gould’s phone to call the only number she knew. She called Grandma C.

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​Since 1995, Our Children's Homestead (OCH) has played an integral role in supporting Illinois' youth and families experiencing foster care.  
OCH contracts with the Department of Children and Family Services (DCFS) to provide therapeutic foster care to youth placed under specialized contracts.  OCH serves youth from birth-21 years old, with the majority being 12years+, who have been removed from their homes due to severe abuse, neglect or dependency. OCH supports clients who struggle with a combination of medical, developmental, mental health and behavioral issues that require intensive services.
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